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'We don’t want pity, we want action'.

Juwayriya Adwan, 12, a temporary shelter

It has been 24 months since I entered a real classroom. That long since I heard the morning bell at the institution I attended, sat at my desk and participated actively during my favourite class. Sometimes I still vividly remember the familiar scents and noises: powder from the board, sharpener leftovers, cheerful echoes. But my learning place was destroyed; it was bombed shortly after the conflict started. My textbooks turned to ash, and companions perished.

I was in the fifth year on the seventh of October: the last day I went to school. That beginning of the day, warning alarms sounded through the passageways. Some pupils sobbed, others clasped palms firmly. Our educator attempted reassurance, but even her tone wavered. I remember hoping for a routine day; lessons, intermission, a literary performance. Instead, that day became the last page of my old life.

Conflict has stolen countless things. But the most painful deprivation of all is education, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.

Now I dwell alongside my mother and father, siblings and female sibling in a packed refuge in this coastal area. The shelter coverings flap in the wind, keeping neither cold nor heat away. We line up for nourishment and hydration. Power is imaginary and privacy doesn’t exist. Optimism seems delicate.

At darkness, I observe the night lights through the gaps of my temporary home and question if my friends see the same sky. Some contact me when they manage, stating they long for education and have kept their previous journals; like relics of a vanished time. I feel guilty because I’ve lost all of mine.

I once dreamed of pursuing pedagogy to support local youth acquire knowledge, even when life was hard. Now I hope for being a writer – to write, to talk and to reveal the world what it means to be a young person in this region. I want to narrate our accounts of anxiety and deprivation, but also bravery. Because even here, amid death and ruins, our expressions persist.

When connectivity is available, I endeavor to educate myself digitally. On other occasions, I visit a small tent where aid workers educate us mathematics and language. The instruction is limited – the energy supply stops or the bombing resumes but in those moments, I experience vitality. I remember who I was: the young woman who cherished arithmetic and verse, who was convinced education could transform society.

The war has taken so much; our homes, educational institutions and kin. I lost my paternal relative, his partner, and their offspring. I forfeited my beloved urban area, that southern city, which is only ruins now. But the hardest loss of all is education, because without it, our prospects disappear.

To the world, I say this: keep our hopes alive. We seek no sympathy, we want action. The youth merit literature, schools and protection. Education is not a luxury, it is a essential privilege. The territory is not only destruction; it is minors who still dream beneath the drones at evening. It is my narrative and I will persist in composing, even if all I have left is a broken pencil and a fragment of ripped sheet.

'Students ask: "Teacher, are you safe?"'.

An educator, forty, instructor in a refugee camp

I have been instructing in Gaza for a substantial period. Originally in Khan Younis, then in Deir al-Balah, and presently in the central camp in the middle of the territory. Prior to hostilities, I used to teach six classes of about fourty pupils per class, hundreds of eager students enthusiastic about knowledge.

Educating them was my mission and happiness in existence, and I still recollect the gleam in a learner's look when a knowledge was acquired; the sort of occasion every instructor lives for.

I always was convinced education should be vibrant. My learning environment was a area of amusement, creativity, and motion. We designed geographical illustrations, dramatized bygone episodes, and converted teaching into tales.

Joy always filled the room as inquisitiveness substituted apprehension. Certainly, even before the war, local youth were always scared. My learning environment was a place of safety but after that day, all was altered.

My learning center became a shelter for households fleeing the aerial attacks. Not long later, it was attacked and completely destroyed. There are hardly any learning institutions remaining intact in the region now. For this period, nothing has been normal. The conflict has shattered every aspect of our lives: protection, dwellings, learning places, aspirations. Fear and grief are ever-present realities.

A significant number of my students are now deceased – youth who spoke of aspiring to be physicians, creatives, and educators. They were denied even the right to exist. Those who remain experience hunger, relocation and weariness – and however, they still hold onto the will to learn.

Sometimes, when the connectivity permits, I hear from a handful of them. They contact inquiring: “How are you, teacher?” We share short messages, miniature instruction, minor flashes of interaction amid the disorder. They inquire if circumstances will ever return to usual. I state to them I have no answer.

Throughout this territory, instructors, aid workers and non-profits attempt instruction wherever possible: in shelters, ruined educational areas, or packed refuges. Schooling has become an demonstration of perseverance, a way to express: “Our presence continues.” And so long as we keep acquiring knowledge, we will persist.

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